Coming back?

I think my stress level is starting to go down. My overall mood is way better and I'm playful again, but I think my dreams are starting to come back. It was a rocky start a few days ago: I had a dream where I lived with some room mates who were into kink with their partners, but these activities were illegal. We were all on the run, and we lost a few people along the way. It was a little darker, but some of it was fun.

But last night I had a dream where my Master and I were in my apartment and we introduced one of my employees (who I'm not fond of in real life) to my zentais because she found our FetLife pages. It wasn't the most exciting dream (if I liked the person I would have had a better attitude about introducing my interests) but I got the word out there about zentais anyways. I don't know why, but a lot of my revealing dreams involve me telling my employees/coworkers about my kinks.  (even though I'm not interested in any of them).

Either way, things are starting to look up. Master Kronos and I haven't played too much this week, but in 11 days I'll be all his to play with.....

-DS<3

Is it March yet?

As I mentioned in my last post, I was having a little trouble dreaming about being a doll or serving my Master Kronos like that whole month before it. Sadly, I'm still having that trouble, and it maybe due to the added stress of my vanilla job and school. This is disappointing, just because even though I always have some stress issues, those dreams were at least one way I could escape and visit my Master early ;). I'm hoping that after the next stressful 2-1/2 weeks are done, my dreams will be back to the way they were.

16 more days- until my dolly getaway!

-DS <3

Dreams

I was having really good doll related dreams for a while. The last one I had was about 3-4 days ago. I had a dream that I was at my job and I told off my recent lying ex-boyfriend about how I found my Master, and how I was finally sexually satisfied, as well as happier altogether with him. Everyone who was around us (who were coworkers) heard and discovered my "outside interests" and thought nothing of it. It was satisfying to at least simulate telling him off and revealing to everyone that I am an owned doll.

Unfortunately, I've been having stressful thoughts before sleeping that I can't shake off. So I haven't had a doll related dream since then- which is unusual considering I've been having all good dreams for about a month straight. In fact, the past 2 nights have been about abandonment. Hope my subconscious isn't trying to tell me something...

-DS <3

Mindless

Last night, my Master turned me into his sex-doll mannequin while he enjoyed a movie. He happened to turn me while I was sucking an invisible cock. I don't remember much- like what movie he was watching- and I lost the sense of time. I thought I was still for about 10 to 15 minutes, but according to Kronos I was a mannequin for about 45 minutes. I guess it's true that time really flies when you're having fun.....

I do know that I was almost completely mindless. I didn't have any thoughts about work, school, or life issues. All I thought about was being a good doll and pleasing my handsome Master, and that I was fortunate to just be still and be allowed to look at him that long. I could tell he was enjoying it because I remember he would occasionally look over at me and give that devious smile. He loved it so much that he took a picture of how mindless I looked.

26 days until I see him in person. I know the wait will be worth it!

- DS <3