Bad Doll...

I felt like a bad doll the past couple days, in two different definitions of the word. To start, I've been busy wrapping up this semester, which has made my sleep schedule (what one I do have) hectic, and unfortunately  I've missed my Master's skype calls or messages every now and then, including tonight. I'm actually taking a break from writing a paper now to write this entry, just to clear my mind. I can't wait for our schedules to line up a little better in a week or so like it was before.

I've also been a "bad" doll in that I've had some fantasies the past couple nights that involve dominating my Master. I only had 20 minutes to lay down and shut my eyes last night (well, morning I suppose) before I got ready for school, and all I could think about is making Him my pet, my dog, through my own trigger words. I want to free Him from His human stress for a little while and just play with Him, pet Him, walk Him, everything. After a little of that, I want to make Him my fuck toy, my zentai doll for a night. I want to take that control from Him for a while and let Him sit back and have no need to think for once. I just want to make Him beg to cum.Oh, the things I had in mind for Him.... It was definitely a relaxing 20 minute break.

-DS <3

New stuff!

To start off, I apologize for not keeping up on the blog as much as I normally do: It's been pretty hectic with school and work. But I'll do the best I can, and I'll have more time for myself soon.

I went to a local store and bought myself a whitish-blond and pink long-haired wig. I wanted to pick something different than my dark black hair, and I felt it suited my dolly side perfectly. I couldn't wait to wear it for Master!

Also, last week I received a special package in the mail... I ordered a pink zentai with open eyes and mouth (as well as a zipper crotch) just so I can have "more access" to some doll duties and to show off my dolly eyes.  Of course, the zentai also matches my wig. The next night off I had from work I did my own little photo shoot. I started the shoot with my dolly eyes/makeup, wig, pink bra and lacey panties, pink stockings, and ballet boots. Then I moved on to the new zentai, doll eyes, and wig combination, and I got about seven good pictures altogether.

Now, let me say, I am a huge fan of RuPaul's drag race, and watch all the new episodes that I can. And almost every one of the contestants say how more confident and pretty and gorgeous they feel as their drag character than their everyday self. I realized while watching the new ep that that is how I feel. I feel my vanilla self is sometimes awkward, don't know what to do with my hair or what to wear. But dolled up me with the wig makes me look like a whole different person! I look back at the pictures and I'm even surprised that's m at times. I was confident enough to do an almost exposed photo shoot than I am taking a picture of regular self with me over the holidays! I would rather pick what color eyes or hair I want that day and live life like that. If only...

-DS <3