To start, I apologize for the lack of blogging. Both Master Kronos and I had a hectic schedule, and hasn't been much play, until the past couple of days or so, that is...
Master has introduced me to the game Second Life. I have heard of it before, however, I didn't know it could be this... "fun". I am still getting used to the controls, but when I am in the second world, it is like the real world or human self doesn't exist or matter. I am a kitten pleasure unit owned by Bailey Button, who is also a kitten bot. She is lovely, and a fair owner. My speech changes- I am unable to use first person and contractions. I am leashed by her, and have no freewill- just the way I like it. Like any robot, she can switch me on and off, which affects my human body as well. Unfortunately, due to my inexperience, I disappointed her tonight by not figuring out how to follow a certain command. I feel so guilty and ashamed because, like any good sub, I hate disappointing my Owner. But she punished me by transforming me into a brainwashed doll as she sat back and watched. I focused on the words "Obey, relax, breath deeply", and so on, and I was lost within the words.
He wasn't able to bring back my human self until our Skype session, but I did not want to come back. The thing is,(which I hope he knows and understands) no matter what form he transforms me into, whether it is as his pleasure bot, doll, pet, or back to my human self, I will obey and aim to please him no matter what. Even when Master or myself wants to switch to me being dominant for a session, all I want to do is make him happy. Lately I have been considering what I can do that is subtle/unknown to make myself feel owned or set myself apart from the vanillas while in the vanilla world, such as at work or school. I'll figure something out hopefully.
Well, back to the "real world"... for now.
-DS <3
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