So, I know it's been a while since I've updated- especially after where I left off in the last post. I've been busy with school and work, but I'm trying to squeeze in some fun. you know what they say- "All work and no play..."
The ex-master tried talking to me a little bit more, and suggested a website where it gives you commands and meet others who are into the hypno/doll/bot/bimbo fetish. It seemed alright, but I want the actual human interaction. Everyone I talked to, including Kronos, seemed brainwashed, and not in the fun way. It was actually creepy to a point. I even found it ironic in his case because he's been upset that one of his friends is brainwashed by a pyramid scam. I understand his concern (pyramid scams can have seerious consequences), but committing to a website as a substitute for human interaction (aka the reason I wasn't good enough for him) did not seem right to me either.
Sure, I get lonely here and there, but since my separation from my master my confidence has been the highest it has ever been in my life. I'm doing well in school and work, and I even had some "encounters" with male friends as well ;) but unfortunately not as kinky as I'd like. I'm still playing by ear: debating whether I should have fun and not commit to a relationship until I go on to grad school (which would still be about 2-3 years away), or say the hell with it and look for something serious. Either way, I need a kink fix (preferably ASAP!) It's been a hot minute since I've dolled up, or even wore a zentai, just because it added to the loneliness to not be played with.
But maybe I'll respond or post my own classified on my FetLife. Either way, I'm ready for something new.
<3 DS
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