I feel more like a doll more and more everyday-and the resolutions I made at the beginning of the year help. I'm determined to achieve a doll figure by exercising and eating and taking care of myself better, and so far I'm seeing improvement. I've lost some weight, eating WAY better, which has made my skin much softer. Another resolution is to sound less like a sailor in a conversation by cutting down my swearing, and sound more polite and professional. I've cut down a lot outside of work, but I still need to improve my language while I'm at work. Lastly, I wanted to be able to give myself time to relax instead of stressing about everyone and everything else with no gratitude. So far I have definitely given myself time to relax and to stop and smell the pretty flowers.
As I mentioned in my previous post, I have cut out the biggest unnecessary stress in my life and feel less weighed down, so I am finding myself to be more bubbly and outgoing. I find myself reasons to dance around by myself, and I am willing to go out and have fun more with friends and to events in my area-I have even thought about arriving to some of the public events in full doll attire- lashes, contacts, the whole package.
I wear black, if not all black, whenever I go out (with a doll look to it still), so I will never be comfortable wearing bright colors like pink and yellow outside However, I have started to dress cutesy and brighter colors under my clothes. It makes me feel like everyone who sees me will never guess that underneath I am a doll- that it's my little secret.
I am having fun becoming a doll, and I can't wait to see how much I can improve by next week alone! ^_^
-DS <3
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