I cannot stop thinking about the fact that I am finally going to meet my Master in person in just about a month! It has been so long since I have been in the kink scene before Kronos made me his doll, and I don't know how I went so long without it. If the vanilla lifestyle is a preference for someone else, that's great, but I have realized through recent relationships that it is just not my thing. I know this may sound ironic, but even though I am owned, this whole experience so far has been liberating: to no longer feel human with its stresses and troubles, and to just be a lucky doll who is played with by an amazing Owner.
Even though I have all of this new confidence in myself since living like a doll, I am also nervous. My human self wasn't always social, and didn't have a lot of friends. I was always afraid of saying something stupid, especially in front of someone attractive. So I kept pretty quiet. Lately I have been more outgoing and charming, but there might be that tendency still to say something stupid-and I hope this doesn't tome in front of my very attractive Master. But, I think maybe it's in my head, and the excitement definitely outweighs the nervousness.
Have I mentioned how excited I am?
-DS <3
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