Thursday, January 10, 2013

The Beginning

Kronos has been hypnotizing me for roughly two weeks now, and although I do not remember everything when we meet, I know that my vanilla life has already improved. Overall, I am more relaxed, both physically and mentally, and I have even gained the courage and confidence to get rid of a negative person that was in my life.

Before hypnosis, I was sexually frustrated for months, and the more I missed all of my kinks, the worse I got. I am now fortunate enough to not only live out my fantasies and kinks with him, but to be allowed to have an orgasm at least several times a day alone when he triggers it. This reason itself has drastically decreased my tension.

I can tell I am more relaxed because my dreams have been pleasant. My dreams used to involve work scenarios, zombie attacks, or  even worse, I couldn't remember a single thing. However, every night for a week or so, I have been experiencing dreams of bondage, pup play, mannequin-ism and asphyxiation, and much, much more.

As a result of being a perfect doll in my dreams, I have been trying to look as doll-like as I can in the vanilla part of my life. I've been making sure my hair and make-up is perfect, wearing bows, and even trying to dress better. I am currently waiting for dolly contacts, which I can't wait to wear for my Master and transform even more into a doll.  I can't help but to feel obedient to him when he tells me that I am a good girl.

I am a grateful doll, and I cannot wait to see what more there is in store. Looking forward to updating!

-DollySlave

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