If my previous posts haven't indicated any troubles, Master Kronos no longer owns me. He did not want to put the effort into me anymore and wants to find an actual girlfriend and thought I could be his little side dish, even if he happens to find a vanilla girlfriend. But as I promised myself at the beginning of the year as my resolution, I am not going to put up (pardon my French) with bull shit, especially with guys, and I told him I will not interfere with his search. He was a good master at first, but the more and more he wanted to look around for a girlfriend or an additional partner, the less he listened to my needs, and well, this happened. For weeks I have been feeling down about myself, thinking I'm going to die alone since he wants to look for someone "different", which I translate to better than me- but even if I do I'm going to still look for the perfect Master or Mistress who will actually treat me right, and if it doesn't happen I'll try to play around. He abused my love and loyalty, and claimed he loved me as a sub, but no one, including myself, would have never guessed.
He said himself I was the best sub he ever had, so I decided that the joke's on him since he gave me up.
He claims I need to improve my life, but since he didn't listen to me, he didn't know I was already on my way. I got a new job where my mentally has drastically improved, ended my spring semester on a good note (and plan to graduate within a year), started to see my friends more, and I'm even losing weight (and I'm continuing that goal) and hell any day now my new blue dolly contacts will arrive at my place, so I am going to look fierce!
But with all this being said, I hope I will update this with positive posts unlike the past couple updates. Who knows what the future has in store for a newly completely single, unattached doll.
So, I'll end this post with a very important lesson to all you owners and dolls out there with a twist from the fabulous Beyonce:
If you like it then you shoulda put a collar on it.
-DS <3
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ReplyDeleteBased on what I read in this blog you were 100% right to leave. You don't deserve that. Everyone deserves to feel wanted and coming second is never OK. If you'd ever like to chat whether it be kink related or not you can message me on reddit or fetlife user is linkou.
ReplyDeleteI wish you the best.
Ignore the random deleted post. I saw a typo and needed to fix it.