The past 2 days I have been 24/7 doll, taking the identity of my vanilla self. I no longer think of myself as my common name, I just know that I have a name that I am referred to in the real world that I need to respond to. Also, I have been walking more confidently, head held high, even through stressful days between work and school. Although I go through these stressful days with a more positive attitude, part of me just wants to quit it all and live the full lifestyle of a doll- ready to serve Master and be played with and used anytime, instead of being used and played by society.
I know my mind is just screaming for this because my dreams the past couple nights. I dreamt I didn't have to go to work at all-in fact there was no real world job for me. My job was to be a doll. The dream the next night, all I did was serve my Master and we took photo evidence of it.
I don't believe this lifestyle will ever happen to me, that I will be a dolly slave to society. But hey, a doll can dream, can't she?
-DS <3
How did you meet your master?
ReplyDeleteI met Him through Fetlife a few years back. We've talked on and off throughout the years. The last time we started talking again we were both out of the kink scene for a while and wanting to get back in.
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